{"id":1698,"date":"2011-09-28T12:11:33","date_gmt":"2011-09-27T23:11:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/?p=1698"},"modified":"2012-12-21T11:33:56","modified_gmt":"2012-12-20T22:33:56","slug":"what-up","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/what-up\/","title":{"rendered":"What Up"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been bereft of ideas for posts on this site for some time.  You&#8217;ve likely noticed.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, I&#8217;m still <i>writing<\/i>.  For my sins.<\/p>\n<p>But the blogging&#8230; even just thinking about what to post about, I&#8217;ve felt&#8230; unworthy.  Questions I thought I&#8217;d answered in the early days of this writing gig and blog were pulling at my sleeve again:<\/p>\n<p>&#8212; Who am I to brag and boast?<\/p>\n<p>&#8212; What the hell do I know?<\/p>\n<p>&#8212; Why am I blogging?<\/p>\n<p>The answer to the first two are kinda covered by <i>No more than some, much less than most<\/i> but the last is a tricky one.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m still getting ideas of what to write about, but when I sit down and stare at the blank screen &#8211; hey, I&#8217;ve uninstalled all the <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Call_of_Duty\" target=\"_blank\">Call of Duty<\/a> games from the harddrive (having played them through to the end, of course) &#8211; I finish the first sentence or paragraph, and the whole post I had in my head becomes too much hard work to get down.<\/p>\n<p>The blogging is no longer the escape it used to be.  I confess:  <i>writing<\/i> is no longer the joyous experience of discovery that it used to be.  Actually:  it was rarely &#8216;joyous&#8217; nor illuminating in that &#8216;discovery&#8217; kind of way.<\/p>\n<p>Writing is hard work, always has been, and <i>it&#8217;s what I do<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve taken enough time-outs.  You deserve better than abrupt radio silences.<\/p>\n<p>So let&#8217;s meet half-way:  my (once-)weekly posting will now be <i>monthly<\/i>, maybe, gods permitting, even more than once a month.<\/p>\n<p>But let&#8217;s start with what&#8217;s achievable, rather than being aspirational and all that.<\/p>\n<p>Let&#8217;s try that, yes?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been bereft of ideas for posts on this site for some time. You&#8217;ve likely noticed. Oh, I&#8217;m still writing. For my sins. But the blogging&#8230; even just thinking about what to post about, I&#8217;ve felt&#8230; unworthy. Questions I thought I&#8217;d answered in the early days of this writing gig and blog were pulling at &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/what-up\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;What Up&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[784,783],"class_list":["post-1698","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-scriptwriting","tag-blogging","tag-call-of-duty"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1698","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1698"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1698\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3286,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1698\/revisions\/3286"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1698"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1698"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1698"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}