{"id":179,"date":"2008-08-24T19:05:37","date_gmt":"2008-08-24T07:05:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/2008\/08\/24\/motivation\/"},"modified":"2012-12-21T11:44:53","modified_gmt":"2012-12-20T22:44:53","slug":"motivation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/motivation\/","title":{"rendered":"Motivation"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Over at the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.nzwg.org.nz\" target=\"_blank\">Guild<\/a> forums, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/name\/nm1644599\/\" target=\"_blank\">Ben Reid<\/a> has listed the <a href=\"http:\/\/nzwg.org.nz\/forum\/index.php?topic=39.msg230#new\" target=\"_blank\">various motivation styles<\/a> of he and his fellow Wellington writing group members.  I was surprised to realise that I&#8217;ve tried all of them.<\/p>\n<p>Was each style a kind of stage in my development as a writer?  Or a flailing about in search of One True Way to Write?  Answer is currently in the <i>Too Hard<\/i> basket.<\/p>\n<p>Meantime, some arbitrary categories:<\/p>\n<div style=\"margin-left: 25px; margin-right: 25px;\"><u>Inspiration as Motivation<\/u><\/p>\n<p>Watching films and television are equal parts inspiration and motivation&#8230; and de-motivation.  Being motivated by a film or television programme is <a href=\"http:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/2007\/09\/26\/awful-awful-awful\/\">dead easy<\/a>.  The line between inspiration and de-motivation is fiendishly fine:  <i>Wow, that was soo freaking cool, <b>I wanna do that<\/b>!<\/i> can oh-so-easily become <i>I have nothing to offer, I am a hack, I am <b>nothing<\/b><\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>When it comes to making up character backstories or <a href=\"http:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/2007\/06\/05\/short-and-sweet\/\">synopsising<\/a>, my first response is almost always that if I &#8211; that is, The Audience &#8211; can&#8217;t see it or hear it, why the hell do I have to write that shit?  What I forget though is that once I&#8217;ve done the above bios or treatments, I find myself newly enthused &#8211; inspired, even &#8211; as I rediscover why I want to write the story in the first place.<\/p>\n<p><u>Sharing as Motivation<\/u><\/p>\n<p>I used to talk over various stages of my script with friends and family.  If I wasn&#8217;t careful &#8211; and I certainly wasn&#8217;t in those early heady days &#8211; I discovered that their indulgent or polite smiles of <i>heyyy, he&#8217;s a writer<\/i> would eventually morph into looks of <i>if he tells me about his script, I will stab him in the eye-socket with my teaspoon<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Co-writing is something I&#8217;d like to do although very probably for the wrong reason:  I think all I really want is for someone else to do the heavy lifting.  (There might be a future post in this.)<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t tell anyone about being competitive with my writing and career.  It&#8217;s a secret.<\/p>\n<p><u>Discipline<\/u><\/p>\n<p>No matter how enthused &#8211; or sick to the back teeth &#8211; I am with a script, those ninety-plus pages and I need a time-out.  It&#8217;s true: <a href=\"http:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/2007\/12\/19\/after-the-first-draft\/\">absence makes the heart grow fonder<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Thinking ahead to the next project is more of an <a href=\"http:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/2008\/06\/18\/temptation\/\">occupational hazard<\/a> than a motivator.<\/p>\n<p>And ooh, I just live for <a href=\"http:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/2007\/03\/03\/schedules-and-deadlines\/\">deadlines<\/a>.  Especially if I&#8217;ve been wreaking havoc with my mouse-hand and sleeping patterns on <a href=\"http:\/\/www.aspyr.com\" target=\"_blank\">Call of Duty<\/a> for most of the time I should&#8217;ve been writing.<\/div>\n<p>The past while, I&#8217;ve been just <i>writing<\/i> &#8211; anything sometimes, any-goddamned thing just to bloody get something on-screen &#8211; hating every single keystroke, counting the pages until I can stop, and I know it&#8217;s rubbish, and that I&#8217;ll have to rewrite it.<\/p>\n<p>But I also know that every element that I throw out has broadened what I know about The Story.  That every little darling whose throat I&#8217;ve crushed, gave me something, even fleetingly, towards The Story.<\/p>\n<p>And in those screeds of reluctantly tapped out script-moments, I know that I&#8217;ve taken just that little step closer to finishing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Over at the Guild forums, Ben Reid has listed the various motivation styles of he and his fellow Wellington writing group members. I was surprised to realise that I&#8217;ve tried all of them. Was each style a kind of stage in my development as a writer? Or a flailing about in search of One True &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/motivation\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Motivation&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[788,18,790,789],"class_list":["post-179","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-scriptwriting","tag-ben-reid","tag-new-zealand-writers-guild","tag-sharing","tag-writing-group"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=179"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3295,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179\/revisions\/3295"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=179"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=179"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dfmamea.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=179"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}